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Nirvana: Lithium Meaning

Song Released: 1992


Lithium Lyrics

I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends.
They're in my head. I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors.
Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care.
And I'm not scared. Light my candles. In a daze cause I've...

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    anonymous
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    Jan 3rd, 2006 1:44am report


    The song "Lithium" describes bi-polar disorder, also known as manic depression. Bi-polar disorder is characterized by episodes of frantic highs (mania) and catastophic lows (depression). There is some debate about whether Kurt Cobain suffered from bi polar disorder, but there is no doubt that the lyrics describe a number of the condition's most common symptoms:

    "friends ... In my head" - hallucinations (both manic and depressiev)
    "I'm so ugly .. So are you" and "I'm so lonely..." and "I'm to blame..." and "Sunday morning ..."- in depression, feelings of hopelessness, worthlessness, dissociation and distrust of others
    ".. I found God" and "my will is good" - bi-polar disorder can lead people to re-examine their beliefs and their faiths. On a less healthy note, sufferers who experience psychotic episodes sometimes come to believe they have been chosen by God or that they have tapped into a spiritual truth that others cannot perceive. Delusions of grandeur / an exaggerated belief in one's power or influence is relatively common in severe mania.
    "I'm so excited..." and "I'm so horny.." - both an elevated mood/energy and increased sexual drive are very common symptoms of mania.
    The chorus of "I like it.... etc" reflects the frenzy, desperation and intensity of a bi polar condition. Some sufferers are aware they are bi polar but choose not to medicate as they do not wish to lose the manic highs. The progression of "I like it, I miss you, I love you, I kill you" reflects trying unsuccessfully to ride out a manic episode, an being determined not to crack.
    The structure of the song itself is reminscent of bi polar disorder and its irrational thought patterns and short attention spans, jumping rapidly from image to image with little or no connection.

    Lithium itself is the most common treatment of bi polar disorder, and is also used in treatment of schizophrenia. However, it carries its own horrors. It is relatively toxic and it is common to experience tremors, nausea, diarrhea, lethargy and dehyrdation. It can cuase damage to kidneys and thyroid. It can also leave the sufferer feeling tired, dull, empty and lost.

    People interested in songs about bi polar disorder should check out Macy Gray's "Relating to a Psychopath". I also like "Girl Anachronism" by the Dresden Dolls.



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    illumanati76
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    Oct 31st, 2005 10:40pm report


    The first interpreter got that little description from the Nirvana website, and probably doesn't understand the terminology outside of "Copy & Paste."

    The song is a contradiction, the high & lows of being bi-polar. (Doesn't necessarily mean he was, just because he spoke about it) It's a contradictory, 1st person narrative mixed with a dark, yet radiant humor, which made the song sound borderline insane and interesting. Truly craftsmanship at its finest.

    And whats this shit about making explosives with Lithium? Perhaps some people should rest assure their uncertainities about sanity, quiet as kept.



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    anonymous
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    Nov 6th, 2005 11:00pm report


    Ugh. Let's straighten some things out.
    1) Lithium is both an element and a drug used to treat Manic Depression.
    2) It is speculated that Kurt was bi-polar but he was never diognosed nor did he take drugs for his depression.
    3) Kurt stated that this song was a reflection of his time spent with the Reed family after he moved out of his house. During this time he briefly became religious before renouncing God. Of course, I'm sure the themes of this song run deeper.



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    anonymous
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    Jun 3rd, 2013 6:49pm report


    This song is about~ Being Christian. not being able to follow it. Denying yourself, feeling like shit and alienated because of it, then accepting it, even though it doesn't make you happy. " Im not gonna crack" Im just gonna keep on feeling all this bull shit thats not really there. * Nailed it*


    Hornbuckle



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    christian.beltran.54540
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    Oct 21st, 2012 10:20pm report


    Personally I think that the song is a story about a man whose girlfriend dies from an STD and becomes a Christian "as a last resort to keep himself alive. To keep him from suicide" -Kurt Cobain

    "Sunday morning is everyday for all I care.
    And I'm not scared. Light my candles. In a daze cause I've found God" = the protagonist becoming religious

    "I'm so excited. I can't wait to meet you there." = The protagonist being excited to meet her at Heaven or at her house for sex.

    "And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard. And I'm not sure/I killed you. I'm not gonna crack" = The girlfriend died from an STD that he gave her

    "I'm so horny. But that's ok. My will is good." Ironic because his will gave in. :)



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    anonymous
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    Aug 11th, 2012 8:56pm report


    I believe this song is about someone who has lost a loved who, and becomes depressed because he feels it was his fault, or he could have done more, as many of us feel when we lose a loved one. However, this man becomes so depressed, that he has no other choice, but to become religious, mainly christian .
    "I'm so happy. Cause today I found my friends."
    He is happy because he has found his "friends", since they are in his head, this is, in my mind, a reference to God.

    "Sunday morning. Is everyday for all I care."

    Sunday is an important day in the Christian faith.

    "And I'm not scared. Light my candles. In a daze cause I've found god."

    He is not scared to die, and in fact he wants to(see later) because now he has "found God" which is his "friend in his head."

    "and just maybe
    I'm to blame for all I've heard. And I'm not sure."

    The person feels he is the one to blame for his loved ones death, but he is not so very sure. I think he is unsure, because he is high. We can see many drug references as well such as:

    " I'm so ugly. But that's ok.
    'Cause so are you. We've broke our mirrors."

    Drugs are self-deprecating, and breaking mirrors might refer to a way to snort cocaine.

    "I'm so excited. I can't wait to meet you there."

    He can't wait to go to Heaven to see his loved one.

    "I like it. I'm not gonna crack.
    I miss you. I'm not gonna crack.
    I love you.I'm not gonna crack.
    I killed you. I'm not gonna crack. (x2)"

    This is the part where I really feel the separation from a religious sort of song, from a drug son comes into play. I think possibly he is using God as a way to make sure he doesn't commit suicide! But he can't wait to see him(last verse), yet committing suicide is a sin, thus he wouldn't get to see his loved one.


    Just my thoughts...



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    ViaMonstrosity16
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    Jun 27th, 2012 6:03pm report


    Ok, for the person who said Kurt Cobain was murdered....

    You're completely WRONG!
    He killed himself in 1994 in his house.
    He shot himself in the face.

    He even left his goodbye note.

    My mother was a teenager during that time, and she said he was shot, it even was said on the news.

    No, he wasn't murdered. He didn't have a drug overdose.

    He was so overwhelmed with his depression he just couldn't take it anymore, so he took his own life.


    It all started when his parents divorced. I feel terrible because he wouldn't say anything to anyone.


    But...

    Like i said..

    He committed suicide.. He wasn't murdered.
    How do I know? I have a book about him of his whole life. His family was interviewed, and that's how it came to be. And I also have a mother who is a huge Nirvana fan xD lol!


    Oh and this song is about having manic depression, known as bi-polar disorder :P but you guys knew that already :D


    Ok, bye now! <3



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    anonymous
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    May 4th, 2012 5:01am report


    Speaking to the first "interpretation" and all those that follow that focus on the way the song seems to refer to the highs and lows experienced by people who have bi-polar disorder: OK, just wrong. (and, BTW, hallucinations are NOT a symptom of bi-polar, but belong to schizoid illnesses.) As someone with experience in all these things, but wasn't when the album came out: the lyrics speak to the thoughts and emotions that one still has while ON lithium, but doesn't have the energy or care to do anything about. He's not gonna crack 'cause he's too medicated to get upset enough to crack (and here I really know what I'm talking about). This is the side of mental illness that can drive some people, esp. perhaps the creative among us who need the intensity to be productive, to suicide: I can live, but I won't feel anything. That's what (the experience of being on) Lithium is about: here are all these things happening, things I'm noticing, and they're just floating by, not touching me.



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    anonymous
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    Mar 8th, 2012 3:27pm report


    Hey Guys. When Kurt was growing up he lived with a short time with a friend who was christian. Kurt got saved and was christian for a little while. This song is about his experiance during that time.



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    anonymous
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    Nov 26th, 2011 11:04pm report


    kurt had depression based on the contrast that he had between, how he used to say, "his own world" in his head and the real world.
    he used to fantasy a lot, creat a total different world on his own head. it's clear when he said that even on his childhood he used to pretend that he was kind of alian's son.
    "I'm so happy /'Cause today I've found my friends/They're in my head" on this part is "his world" on his head
    "I'm so ugly but that's okay,'Cause so are you, we broke our mirrors" on this part shows he's insecure and he ignoring that



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    anonymous
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    Sep 24th, 2011 9:17am report


    This song is about a man dealing with depression from the death of his girl friend. In the song he finds god and this prevent him from commitong suicide. This info was derived from an interview with his producer i heard on NPR.



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    anonymous
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    Jul 20th, 2011 7:58am report


    i think this song is about how he had confused emotions. He was diagnosed bipolar, and lithium is used to treat bipolar disorder. i also interpret the part how he says " Sunday morning, is every day for all i care," he is not a christian or it means nothing to him, since Sunday is sabbath day and christians go to church on Sunday"light my candles, in a glaze cause i found god" he is refering to how religion can cause people to become blind to worldly problems and are to focused on their religion and closed minded. Mainly through out the song he is mixing his emotions to happiness, sadness, anger, and sexual, and he is confused which is what bipolar people experience.



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    sunnybrook
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    May 30th, 2011 5:10am report


    Lithium is drug that balances your mood. it keeps your from being manic or depressed.



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    anonymous
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    May 28th, 2011 5:05am report


    i dont know what the lyrics means but i think it talks about kurts life as a child because he lived with a religious family in one point of his life so he says (Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ) because they used to prey every day and not just on sundays and then he talks about his sins so and at the chorus he doesnt want to crack and give him self away to depression although he carries alot of emotions that goes between happiness and sadness (i like you.... happiness , i kill you ... sadness that carries alot of hate .
    but am just 16 so i cant tell what he really meant but still nirvana rules :D:D
    signed by :: reem :D



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    anonymous
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    Mar 21st, 2011 3:19am report


    "OMG, how can you not say that he didn't kill himshelf . The man was deeply depressed. He did try to kill himshlef before with a bottle of champagne and pain killers. The man was not happy. HE WAS NOT MURDERED. ARGGH..."

    It's much more easier to say he killed himself when has obviously depressed, whereas if did, they would have found his finger prints on the shot gun! It is MUCH easier to cover the fact that Courtney blew his brains out!



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    anonymous
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    Feb 23rd, 2011 2:21pm report


    To understand the songs of Kurt, you all should read all the books that have been written about him...



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    anonymous
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    Feb 23rd, 2011 2:18pm report


    Kurt has lived for a short period with a friend
    (In 1985)
    That friend, Jesse Reed, was still living with his parents. Dave Reed, the father of Jesse, remembers that he was disgusted by Cobain's behavior in his eyes was more or less "a parody of an insufferable pop star",Jessica's mother even called him" sick "

    The family gave Cobain food and shelter for weeks and they were only that he had to give "some attention" devoted to his appearance and that he must have respect for their Christian beliefs.

    About this two demands, he would write satirical outlets later in 'lithium'.

    (Kurt Cobain, by Christopher Sandford)



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    anonymous
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    Feb 9th, 2011 2:19pm report


    Ok, it can be both about bipolar disorder but it is also about Christianity in a way.

    -"Light my candles in a daze because I found god"
    As in how they light the candles in church

    -"Sunday morning, is every day for all I care"
    Sunday mornings are church days, and he's saying it could be everyday for all he cares.

    -"I'm so horny, but that's ok my will is good"
    As in guilty priests that rape innocent children, but saying its ok because "god forgives them"

    -"I'm so exciting, I can't wait to meet you there"
    Meeting "god" in heaven

    -Not to offend Christians btw-



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